Going out dressed

I went out dressed today, the second time I have done this (first time back in June 2013). It was, again, quite an experience.

I had wanted to drive to a nearby mall, but got caught in a traffic jam, so I took a u-turn, and took the train instead. I had big plans for the day, to go get a dress that I wanted, to look around other shops, and even have lunch at MacDonald's.

But by the time I got to the mall, I was so self-conscious that I could not really shop around. I went straight to the shop, got the dress, and left. Hopped onto the train and got back home. Phew.

I think it is the height (I am around 1.8m tall) and my prominent Adam's apple. I kept thinking that people are looking at me, that I was being read. What an experience!

Flats from Cotton On

I found flats in sizes 41 and 42 today at Cotton On. Finally! Got some shoes that I can actually wear with my clothes.

Classic point flats in beige and navy, plimsoles in mint and canary. I am so happy and excited! I can understand a woman's obsession with shoes... I don't have many guy shoes, just a few pairs that I keep rotating. But a lady... now, you need different styles and different colours to suit the mood, the clothes, the occasion, the company.

Time to get heels...

Living at home, dressed

The past few days have been therapeutic. I have been living my time at home dressed. I won't say this is any real-life experience though, since it is all indoors within the safety and comfort of my home. Still, it helps to bring a peaceful feeling to myself.

Have been underdressing to work too. I wonder how long I can keep at this?

Bringing my things home

I brought my things home today. I used to store my clothes, shoes and other stuff in a rented storage space, but I finally decided to stop the lease and bring everything home. I just didn't want to hide all these from my wife anymore. She doesn't really want to talk about it, though. I think she is still in denial and also because she doesn't really know how to handle this, and there is also the uncertainty about the future.

Now that the things are back, next would be to talk to the wife again.